Busy Bees

Life is busy.  Life is going to stay busy.  And I guess I just need to accept that.

I have been thinking about my mommy friends a lot lately, and I hate that I haven't had time to get together with them.  SSR, Evelyn and I have such a great time when we get together!

I went to church on Sunday, and I still don't feel safe.  We elected a new pastor, and while I'm hopeful that things will change, I'm also trying to be realistic.  R and I talked over the weekend, and he really thinks I need to talk to the elders about my issues.  I'm so nonconfrontational, but I need to feel comfortable at church.

I can't believe how much time flies.  I know that sounds trite, but it's true.  The boys will be two on Saturday, and it's amazing to think that they've been here for 2 years.  They are so much fun...and maddening at the same time.  They're in a "I want Mommy only" phase, which on the one hand is nice, on the other hand it's maddening when they're both hanging on my legs and whining for me.  Boys love their mommies, but I'm ready for the whining to start.

It's been so fun to watch them grow up and start to develop their personalities.  J is the mischievious one, and W is the pensive one.  They are starting to play more together, and they're playing "like boys" - wrestling, etc.

I'm actually starting to get baby fever again, but then I think about adding to the family, and that makes me kinda sad.  That's really weird to say, but I love the dynamic the 4 of us have.  I'm anti-change, but where's the line?  R and I would love another set of twins, but a big part of me just likes having the 4 of us.  Maybe it's not time yet...